A Door Knock
Part Five
Giving
Nathan five dollars in cash as fast as I could and …not watching him take it
from my hand while NOT taking my eyes off the table I then stepped to THE
TABLE. I took the cardboard box
off the top, drew one end slightly toward me and reached down and under to put
up the leaf. I did this while scanning
the complex surface defacement (?) of several centuries of usage wear; a
pattern ruining (?) both top and leaf.
At the apex of this complete spastic of action/reaction I peaked while
hovering above and looking down upon the table’s top. I reached back under the table and released the leaf,
dropped the leaf down, shuffled the table back its original poise and… stepped
away.
I’d
“got a grip”. The whole mental and
physical cascade; physically bluffing to be… at the least… a disinterested and
nonchalant poise while wrestling the internal mental white water rapids that…
at its narrowest point in the deep rush of that canyon screamed… “THE PIPE
TONGS ARE GONE”: I confronted this
rapid rapids of mental up and down listings of… a door knocked… iota, factoids,
settings, crisis and commands to… do what?
I
did, evidently, own THE TABLE.
Beyond that I was still swirling within a violent current… with no
control or direction. I looked
down into the box holding the desk’s clutter. There was nothing of antique value in sight. I looked up a Nathan. He was looking at me. The five dollars went into his
pocket. THAT motion was real and
somehow, by decades of disciplined default, I rejoined the trail of ‘I just
bought something… from someone… in their… old house’. Snap, as a circuit breaker snaps, I “came too”.
I
…could spend the REST OF MY LIFE enraptured in the CENTURIES of usage wear on
the top of that table from… “the old sea captain” and SIX or more generations
of his family “using” “the talking table”… LATER. “I OWN IT”.
“May
I look around.” I said; a statement and not a question.
“Look
around?” said Nathan with his hand leaving the cash-in-pocket pant’s pocket.
“To
find more to BUY.” I said.
“To
buy? Ah… SURE.”
I
turned about and went back to the front hall, looked down it to see that it was
empty and stepped threw the open door on the right side into the second ‘front
room’ to …find nothing but an off center and towards a ‘between the two
windows’ pile of ‘trash’ … on the floor.
I stepped to that pile, looked down upon it, pushed it with my boot tip,
gave up and… moved onward BACK to the rear of the room and opening the centered
door there stepped away as I heard Nathan following me.
“YOUR
BUDDY BOUGHT IT ALL AND MOVED IT OUT HIMSELF?” I said loudly forward as I entered
…the kitchen.
Nathan
coming behind said “Pretty much ALL of it”.
“LOT
TO MOVE.” I continued loudly.
“He
had his boy and two friends. THEY
did all the moving.
“HIS
BOYS?”
“He
told them what to take and sorted the attic junk.”
“What
about the barn?” I said lowering my voice and turning toward the front of the
kitchen after making an “I don’t see anything I want” circular sweep of the
…counters piled with not that old kitchen junk; “pots and pans”.
“THE
BARN was pretty much empty. He
TOOK a few things but it had been broken into a few years ago. We never kept anything IN IT after
THAT.”
“Empty?”
I said.
“Lot
of boards but no good lumber”.
“Oh. What’s that door?”
“Basement. Yeah Mackey’s pretty smart. He had those kids running all day while
we just STAYED right in here warm as toast. It was cold that DAY.”
“May
I look in the basement?”
“Ah…
there’s nothing down there. Just
the furnace. I just had that
fixed. I was down there. There’s nothing down there.”
“Let
me look.”
“Look?
…oh go ahead if you want.”
I
had that center door open and was down that stairs in a another circuit breaker
SNAP. In the kitchen, the door to
this door’s right went into the room with the table. This door went down at the back of the front hall where the
clock had been. I had no
flashlight. I had …maybe four
minutes. I scanned. Nothing. Furnace.
Nothing. Wooden bins, old
coal bins? “Yep”. Walked back to those scanning side to
side. Nothing. Started back up toward the stairs
but now under it. Before me, at
head level under the stairs I spy a shelf attached to the under stairs. I see the glint of glass on it, in the
right corner. I reach, retrieve
an… I identify it immediately… olive amber glass open pontiled snuff bottle
WITH the old label, old cork in the top and “full” of “something”
(snuff?). I know what it is and am
now coming around to the front of the stairs to ascend. It… won’t fit in my pocket; “too
big”. I carry it up the stairs and
sure enough not only is Nathan right at the stairs top but also sees the “I’m
carrying something” TOO. I
straight arm it out to him and …as a straight verbal shot I say “Six Bucks”
“Six
bucks?”
“I’ll
pay.”
Nathan
looks down from me at the object in his hand and says “What is it?”
“Old
bottle”
“Bottle?”
“Snuff
bottle”.
“Snuff
bottle?
“Yep.”
I say and step off to the right side of the kitchen and the door to the THE
TABLE. Nathan says nothing. I open that door and go into that room
and walk to the table. I hear
Nathan shuffle off and then I hear RUNNING WATER. I turn and …dash… back to the kitchen but am too late for I
see Nathan holding the snuff bottle under the kitchen faucet with water rushing
over it. “NO!” I shout. He doesn’t
move, cease, waver, or ANYTHING.
I’m too late and before I can get to him he’s pulled the bottle out from
under the water and is rubbing with a dirty towel!
“DON’T
WIPE THE LABEL OFF.” I say as a command.
He stops wiping the bottle now entirely enclosed in the towel. He unwraps the bottle and I see the
label’s… “ok”. It’s not the
label. I knew the label could
“take it” but I did not want and DO NOT WANT a “find” like that WASHED
especially if I am BUYING IT and paying for it and:
Am
I buying it? I self questioned
THIS STARK white water in the canyon OVERTURN as I …handed the bottle BACK to
Nathan whose hand had not retreated from the “I grabbed it out of his towel
covered hand” position and he, inspecting the bottle now BLOTTED the label
while I again
GOT
A GRIP.
I
was still in the white water rapids in “this one” (the old house) and had just
further “blown it” for I detected a “YES YOU HAVE” by showing a little too much
panic mode on a six dollar basement offer… so I duly noted Nathan’s looking
harder at and more gingerly handling the bottle and I… RETURNED to the THE
TABLE in the front room to… “gather myself”. “I’m gonna get a cord from my truck to tie that table off” I
said. Not the smartest thing to
say but not the worse. OUTSIDE
through the open front door I …disappeared… and then briskly reappeared at the
table with a tie-off-cord. I hear
Nathan talking? I DO.
On
the cell phone? I start to tie off
the table (wrap the cord to tie down the leaves so they won’t be loose and
flap). Nathan comes into the room
with the snuff bottle in one hand and his cell phone in the other. I look up and say “You want to SELL
THAT?”
“Ah… NO. I just called Mackey and he wants to see it. You said it was a snuff bottle right?”
(“OH
NO!” I scream internally). I
proceed …with calm deliberation. I
stop work on the table tie, step to Nathan and say “Let me see it.”
He
hands the bottle to me. I slowly
and carefully inspect it, actually looking at it in extreme detail …; the lip,
the cork, the label, the full of something, the pontiled bottom and the dark
glass. This last inspection I do
by turning the glass to the window light and shining that through the
bottle. I turn the bottle in the
light. I see something. I turn the bottle again in the light at
the point where “I see something”.
“It’s cracked” I say to Nathan and hand the bottle back to him.
“Cracked?”
he says.
“Along
the bottom at this corner.” I say pointing a corner.
He
looks where I pointed. “Cracked?”
he says again.
“You
can see it in the light.” I say.
He
looks at me, looks at the bottle, holds the bottle up in the light, moves the
bottle around and then lowers the bottle.
I can tell he didn’t see a crack.
The
bottle IS cracked. Nathan doesn’t
say anything. I, with a grip,
return to mission. I’m defiantly
compromised on anything I find now so… well… the best case scenario is to NOT
find anything. But… I’ve got to
look. I can’t stand it. I’m standing in the middle of an
estate… disaster… for me.
“Hey, wait a minute, I want to check on eBay to see if I’ve got a better offer there. Do you mind?”
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