Maggie's Store
Part Five
The
smell of composted hay and the curiously thick, fluffy, dry dust it forms was,
at Maggie’s Store, formally introduced to me. This introduction was because to get to the desirable
unexamined things in the store that were “for sale”, I had to sort of dig
in-under and around into places where the other customers didn’t seem to
go. Fact is, what would actually
happen is my mother or grandmother would “make me” “go in there” and “see if
you can reach me that” “No: That
other one”. This was because, over
the years Maggie’s Store had been in business, she had never cleaned it out
or... anything and so had just layer upon layer piled it up and over and under
until a whole lot of areas were best accessed by a very small, young and agile
boy who would “fetch that” “for your grandmother”. Now once I was “back in there” it was pretty clear even to
me that this “stuff” had been there awhile because some of it WAS from WORLD
WAR II and that “stuff” caught my eye all along even though “THEY” kept making
me “hand all of that” other stuff out to them.
“IT”
or “THAT”; all this stuff, was filthy as it was covered with this hay dust
compost. Some THICK. So I was a black-brown when we ever DID
get home and that’s when the ritual of my grandmother yelling at me to take my
clothes of in the shed and “DON’T COME INSIDE” began. I know now they were lucky as having their own auction hall
porter to have me to do all that grub work for ‘em and I also know now how come
we was always going there. That’s
because Maggie’s Store held these mounds of treasure that if these two
witches-on-broomsticks MINING ENGINEERS could just get the little grub-boy
MINER to “dig it out” of the MINE they’d... discovered in Maggie’s Store...
: I should have been paid better.
But
it was neat because Maggie had kept everything so I’d find about twenty layers
of old soda signs and boxes of ancient mouse eaten candy bars mixed into a
mound of boxes with boots and glassware sets and a whole display rack of “LOOK
AT THESE” “old fashion” flashlights that NOW some collector has in his LIVING
ROOM and his WIFE “HATE’S EM” but even she admits that “EVERYONE” “talks about
them”.
The
true irony of all that excavating is that ninety percent of that really great
stuff I excavated in there one couldn’t GIVE AWAY for the first TWENTY YEARS I
was in business. As I write this
the SAME people that “don’t want THAT” back then would TODAY “SHINE THE
FLASHLIGHT FOR YOU” “to find that”.
So would I. But not MY
GRANDMOTHER. SHE was stuck on
those Windsor Chairs or what they called “the looking glass” and her always
mentioned “old settler things” or “some old sea captain’s” this &
that. MOST rarely could any of
THAT stuff hold my attention such as like that time I found this leather
covered square box that had letters and papers and a knife & fork, and an
OBVIOUSLY OLD jack knife and all... that.
“They” didn’t say TOO much about it AT Maggie’s but THERE AFTER it was
kept out in the very, very front of my grandmother’s house under the stairs
where she would keep what were her very, very “best things”. That was because no one but THEY could
read and it turned out to be this box of letters from a man who was in the
Civil War and when they read them out loud to me I could understand THAT IF he
had not been SO lucky as to have been “only” hit in the left arm they would
have “cut off” more and he’d NOT been able to write about “what happened”.
“What
happened” to THAT box beats me because, out there; in the very, very front best
stuff area, things changed. The
only difference between a change THERE and out in the shed and barn was that
the people who went out there (and my grandmother would only let ‘em through
the front door OUT THERE because for some reason NOW very clear to me she
didn’t want ‘em to “come through the house”... [because it was full of...
“great stuff”... she’d “kept”]) was that these were always what one would call
a “good customer” and “better folk”.
That still didn’t prevent them from getting all huffy over something out
there, under the stairs. They’d
fold their arms and walk around and sit on a sofa and talk on and on and stand
up and fold their arms again and FINALLY old Mr. WALLET would consummate all
this ...intercourse. NOW… I KNOW
what THAT was “all about”.
And
that was a long way from Maggie’s Store and that box of letters when I found it
because I was working along this bench by the window on the side of the little
room and that had these old tools buried under all these boxes of stuff that
I’d had to “hand out”. NOW THERE;
on this bench, it was clear to me that this was some sort of some MAN’S
workspace because of the tools and THEY said HE had one arm and my grandmother
“remembered him” but I didn’t understand THEN that Maggie had lived THERE all
her life and that the people of hers had TOO so that, when one looked BACK into
who’d lived “there” “forever” it was ALL the same family and NOW I know this
was one of the... REAL reasons that my mother and grandmother kept going to
Maggie’s store. This was
especially true I guess because of the way THEY kept always saying “how when they
built the second house” it was the biggest “on the interval” so that it
eventually was clearer to me that the “small barn” was originally the first
house but most people would never “KNOW THAT” They said. That house was from “right after the
Revolution” They said “when they moved up” from Massachusetts.
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